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Thursday, September 30, 2010

dissapointed :'(

help me,
today my day was totally suck.
im in despair for the help of anyone who can cheer me up and really make my day become better,
sori i can't blabber so much today.
not in the mood and out of idea.
bye guys T,T


Thursday, September 2, 2010

stay away from me stalkers :0

officially today when i started fb-ing,
i saw a bitch who was trying to copy everything that i had.
she even went on stalking at my page and started copycat like a stupid wacko!
OMG,
please stop whatever you're trying to do.
setakat nk meniru,
hentikan shj laa.
aq tgk page koe mcm org bdoh laa and mnyampah tgk muka koe kt skula skrg.

try to be creative in your own way cuckoo brad. huh!
plus try not to add people simply by looking at people's friend list.
stop fooling yourself.
im being nice to you by posting this update.
i hope you'll read this and i just want to say....
i hate you f*@$#! and stay away from me.
u're ain't my fav type.
thank you ;0


p/s: here's a song for you damned fool ;)

I hate you as many as you are!

Enthroned on the highest chair, a little
Tiny peek at me and then back to your world
Playing for the staff that couldn't care less
Singing as low as possible but

I hate the way you make me feel annoying
I hate the power you've got on my self esteem
Pieces of my heart shared with strangers
I hate you as many as you are!

This barmaid is a shame to her place, ignoring
That I have asked 20 times for a drink
Thirsty, watching you and your sweet glass of wine
But haven't you seen the no-smoking sign
Swimming in my sweat it's so fucking hot in here
Diving on the rocks you're so fucking hard to reach
Is there a way to get any attention!?

I hate you as many as you are!

You know it's true myself can be the way to see
Words that wouldn't make sense if you were listening to me
Please singer, sing us a song we all know by heart 'cause


Friday, November 13, 2009

a bad day :(

since yesterday,
i had a big fight with muhammad hilmi.
i'm really really sad bcoz i make him cried.
i was act having difficult time and i end it up with quarelling with him.

hny,
i'm really sorii,
and now i am miserable.
i hope i can make it all better,
and make youu happy again.
i know that this time i am really in love with you bcoz:

  • you are the first thing i think about when i'm awake and the last thing i think before i sleep.
  • every love song that i sing reminds me about you.
  • when we are on a date, i always hope it will never ends and looking forward to be with youu always.
  • i miss you even you are infront of me.
  • juz by hearing your voice, i get butterflies and can't help but smile.
  • i would do anything in the world for you since you are a part of my world and everything for me.
juz wait for me.
rejuvenate myself again,
to be a more better and understanding person.
thanxs for everything.
and you are truly my hope in continuing life of a girl named nur hazirah.

i-LOVE-you always.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

PHYSICS for dummies?

today,
i did revise for all the physics topics as esok exam paper physics 1, 2 and 3.
tkot ouhhhh,
coz,
i didn't paham exactly a single thing except chapter 1- The Introduction, HAHA. :)
from 12pm till 3pm i read all of it and try to remember those formula,
at last,
i intend to remember 3 of it only :
  • area = m x m
  • volume = m x m x m
  • force = mass x acceleration

ini x msuk lagy dgn the three laws yg kne hafal,
aiyooo.
my head is gonna explode. (kaboooommm)
oh GOD,
do help me on my exam tmorrow.
i'll promise i'll be good to other people.
but,
if i'm desperate mseh x dpt ingt lagy formula by this mlm,
i'll copy it and curik2 bwk dlm exam, HAHA.
;D














PHYSICS EQUATIONS QUOTES

Monday, October 26, 2009

day life conflicts?

EXAMS SUCKS.
another day juz gone,
and i didn't read my history book yet.
agak ssah laaa,
bcoz,
when nk bukak jee bku tuu,
an AURA of sleepiness came and set my mind to snore peacefully.
even i think,
the book tried to said something to me,
"oiiii, pegii titoo laa." HAHA

sooo,
the most common thing i have to do in order i can read my book is,
tortured myself by eating pickles, HAHA.
sure laa i will stay up like 24/7.
u guys should try it. :D

tmorow,
i had to faced the english paper and history paper 1.
wed-agama,
thursday-additional math,
fri-chemistry.
wish me luck dear bloggers.
i-MISS-you-guys.
<3










AMANAH'S DRAMA QUEENS xD








YG WITH SPECS TU SYE PUNYE. :)







THE HOTTEST GIRLS ALIVE, HAHA xD
DREAM GUY PERHAPS? yikeesss, NOT FOR ME, HAHA :)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

a day of good and bad?

TODAY, TODAY, TODAY

i wake up at nearly about 10.17am after MUHAMMAD HILMI called me.
he's my natural alarm clock, thank youuu syg! HAHA.
then i take my bath and get ready to go to bella's house for the kenduri doa selamat.
i wore my so called red baju kurung.
and then,
happen to occured a short silly drama between me, ayah and sis kcik.
blah blah blah.
i have no comment on it,
as ttbe jee kena bwk adek ikot skaly.
i was a bit pissed off sbb,
if i didn't jaga her elok elok,
dad would be mad at me. (die alien cket, cpt saket)
dad took us there with his kelisa car.

when we reach there,
agak tkjut laa coz like rmai gler manusia gather dsna.
but,
i only trtarik pada seorg jeeee. (guess who? HAHA)
then we all like talking talking and more talking with each other till org sume started to eat.
we all (yg teenage sje oky!) msuk laa dlm rumah,
sooo that bgy pluang to senior citezens mkn dlu, baekkott xD
da lbey kurang sejam,
bru laa started to eat.
i ate nasiii plus daging plus tempoyak plus ayam goreng and cucumbers.
they were awesome.

then dsni brlaku another scene where capik had a dilemma.
klakar kott, HAHA.
capikk laa trnmpk sorg of his ex sdarian.
that kid was form 2 x silap and dgelar PENGATUR SEXS? (soriii if salah ckp capik)
then capikk nk jmpe kot with that kid but dea shy kucing glerrr,
he ask bella for help tpy sgn puleee,
pning pale, adoiii.
bler the kid tuu da blekk jee bru dea nk jmpe.
so no luck, heee.
but the best part is,
dpt tgk muka capik gelabah, HAHA :DD

after the majlis tamat,
we started to help the twins to kemas kemas meja and all the brg.
agak berat lol angkt meja tue sume act, heeh.
but it was fun doing together.
dpt tgk muka hny sye pun x kesah buat keje bnyk bnyk, HAHAHA :)
then i went back home around 4.45pm.
exhausting but fully loaded.
i watch shaman king kjp then away to the dreamland, hee.

conclusion,
i had fun although sgt penat and ta enough sleep.
thanxs anyway to all for such wonderful experience,
i-LOVE-you-all

*sorii tade pic yg dpt dletak.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

iera's DESPERATE day.:(

erghhhh,
bengang tahap superb laa today,
i felt ill and sick thap maksimum suddenly jee,
i fainted in the morning.
rse nk maty pun ade jge,
all my activites were cancelled due to that,
and i even make my MUHAMMAD HILMI worried coz ta on fon. (or mad kot?)
i slept, wakeup, mkn ubat, slept, eating lunch scara trpkse, mkn ubat, sleep, wke up, writing my blog and further notice.
dizzy head and felt like nk puke everytime,
really really annoyed.


dear readers,
pliss pray for my health soo that i can still see this charming place called earth.
thank youu a-lot.


kisses for you all :D